and.
one minute before.
everything is calm.
and everything is normal.
supposedly normal.
various ideas passing through.
none of them making sense at all.
it's the excitement.
and it's taking over me.
but hope nothing yet, child.
for there is still a long way to go.
and there is still a distance to walk.
so you shall continue.
and walk you will.
towards only one destination.
because without that destination.
your life will have no meaning.
and then with determination.
and a heart that never wavers.
you will reach that destination.
and then you can smile.
and it shall be returned.
and all will be well.